and better yet. this isn't emo like my old lj! yay!

firstly, I would like to draw attention to my lovely layout. if you are reading this on your subscription page, get off your lazy butt and go look at my page. It's pretty. props to whomever made it.

Now that that is done, on to business.

It's been a helluva day. An old friend and his girlfriend broke up, and i've been on and off the phone with him all day, comforting him and calming him down (he punched one hole in a wall, enlarged another he made a few months ago, cracked a counter top, and punch a glass door{which suprisingly, didnt break}) It was a nice reminder to try and not be over-emotional constantly (he had every right to be, don't get me wrong, but usually, I don't >.<)

I bought a beautiful new necklace. Plain sliver pentagram, the size of a penny, on a black suede string. I love it, and plan on wearing it whenever I can. It's sad, I can't wear it around half my family, or most of my boyfriend's family, and I have a small feeling that school might be interesting.

I'm excited for Mayhem tour! I actually might get to meet Corey Taylor( slipknot and stone sour), 5 finger death punch, underoath, disturbed, and dragonforce!!!


Because Jessie and Sarah are SO interested in this (I know you two are the only ones to read this blog. it's so lonely.)

So, I have a question for you two, and if anyone else reads this, please answer!
You have to live with one other person the rest of your life (msut be a living human, sorry ladies, jesus is discluded. he's coming anyways.) in once place, with three objects (food, hygene, etc. is taken care of)
Who are they?
Where is it?
what do you bring?

Are you truly your own person?

Often we think of ourselves as different than others, and some even use this as an excuse to think themselves better than others. Consider this-
When you were young, you listened to your parents, they were your guide. How many things they thought and said have shown up in your character?
You watch the news and get angry over one story, when you only see one side of it. You let the media get you worked up over something you could feel entirely different about if you had only known the whole truth.
Let's even take those who claim it to be trendy to act as they do, differently than the popular trends of the time- you may think you are different, but do you not base yourselves as the others like you? (See Admit it! By Say Anything for more reference on this point)
The list is endless.

So, do you control society, or does society control you?

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